I can barely breathe today. Every time I close my eyes all I see is her beautiful face. At almost 27 years old I have never needed my mom more. It really never does get easier, but the days keep passing and I’m still here and she’s the reason why.
"I decided on you, don’t you get that? I decided on you. I don’t want to go fucking other people and then walk around feeling thrilled and then sad, or empty, or whatever. I like the smell of your hair, and I like the sound of your voice, and I fucking decided on you."
Lena Dunham (via hellanne)
"My memory loves you… it asks about you all the time."
Jonathan Carroll (via spycnsweet)
"You can’t make homes out of human beings. Someone should have already told you that. And if he wants to leave then let him leave. You are terrifying and strange and beautiful. Something not everyone knows how to love."
Warsan Shire (via theprivilegeofbeing)
"I love sleep. My life has the tendency to fall apart when I’m awake, you know?"
Ernest Hemingway (via brokenmachine)
wipe your hole clean, lover’s blood
to have learned nothing
stitch it stitch it stitch it stitch it
tell me you are bad, busy witch
passive as a toilet
eat it eat it eat it eat it
who there is, who is not bored but this flaw?
discolored by the bite of an ox
slit make me
slit make me into your breast
and crush an ashtray into your breast